Why Do I Never Continue What I Start??

So I said I was going to start writing again and then I guess I just forget or get busy trying to fill my time with other things. I am not even sure I should be blogging some of my feelings are so secret and so intense that I fear the judgement of others, or do I? Maybe I am just afraid I will read back all that I have written and answer some of my own questions. I am home sick today, kinda glad too, work has not been my most favorite place to be lately. I don't really think I have a favorite place to be at all ever. Thinking thinking thinking but should I write it all down? Life and its little big dramas!!!!